journal+5+i+wish

i wish life was good. i wish everything was mine. i wish i still had her. i wish everything was how it used to be without the drugs. i wish i still had my mother. i wish i had the skills i used to. i wish i had different relationships. i wish i could play guitar like john frusciante from the red hot chili peppers.i wish i could skate like geoff rowley. i wish i would be happy. i wish i could fit in. i wish i could write great poetry.i wish i had a girlfreind. i wish i had serenity. i wish i had peace i wish i had.